I have started to recognize the energy levels in myself and others wherever I go. When I am hanging out with a group of people, or out at a club or a show dancing and socializing, I am tuning in more to how these people and my surroundings are making me truly ‘feel’. Not just how my energy is feeling but I am feeling and acting physically. If I don’t feel a “higher vibration” from the people I am with or in the place I am at, I finally realized I CAN leave, I don’t need to stay there!
I need inspiration and positivity from my surroundings, and if I am not getting them, I don’t need to be there. I often get tired around people and now I understand what this means. My energy gets ‘zapped’ or I have to put out so much from me, from my soul to make the situation “more” for me, therefore I become exhausted! I do enjoy this (sometimes) but I know it’s not good for me to always be the positive, good loving vibe ALL THE TIME, I think it needs to be a community effort. Don’t get me wrong, I want to always be loving, positive and sharing my high frequency vibes but being the ONLY one gets tiring! I know it sounds selfish, but I am not being selfish, I am looking out for me and what I think is best for ME, right now. I already give out these positive, healthy, and loving vibes, now I want to feel them coming back to me. I want to SEE the energy and feel the vibes in a room! Being in a place with these vibes already in place is such a great feeling! I love walking into a place where I instantly feel a surge of wonderful energy, don’t you!?? I end up feeling more confident and become more sure of myself and my energy. I can then take my positivity and my confidence to any situation and bring a “higher vibration” to that spot.
I guess for now I am in training, training to become a positive-vibes teacher. Later on, when my training is over, or when I can instantly improve my moods and help the energy levels of others, that’s when I know the “training” is over. When I no longer become tired, or zapped, I know that I will BE where I need to BE! I will be in control of my energy levels and can feel comfortable no matter what! There will no longer be the need to question myself. I will no longer feel guilty about wanting to leave a place. I will use my energy and my feelings to guide me out of any given situation at any given time.
No more wasting my time and precious energy in a “low vibration” situation.
I love sharing with people, I want to be the one that shows off the Abundance we all have around us, all the time! Once I become more naturally in tune with myself and others energy levels, this will become easy, and fun! It will become like breathing,a natural ebb and flow of my life breath.
I already know/knew all this, but for some reason it really hit me over the weekend what I need to do NOW. I was so tired and feeling really blocked and as I sat with myself listening to my soul, I was told to act upon what I “thought might be the reason” for my energy loss. I was lost. I was not me. I felt odd, and foreign in a place that I should have felt comfortable. Now that I “get it”, I just have to take certain steps to start this new cycle. I am beginning again, starting fresh and clean, and I am not afraid, I am actually very anxious to begin again. I was in tune, then got out of tune somehow, so it’s like I am taking a journey to a place I already am in love with. A place I am familiar with, maybe like home even? Either way I am on a new(ish) path and I do hope and pray that all will just fall into place. That’s how I feel inside, something tells me this is how it will be.
So I am not scared of my feelings, the feelings of others either. I am supposed to be here doing this now and knowing this in my gut is a good feeling to have.
AAaaaHhhhhhh, clarity and positivity.
~In LiGHt~
Melissa Magic
