Magic Bliss

Not feeling very motivated lately for some reason… I am really into writing and posting blogs and writing poems, NORMALLY, but lately, not so much. I think it’s a change in the seasons and the fact that Spring is supposedly here…yeah, right!!
I am getting really tired of the gray days,turning into darker shades of gray nights, with clouds and much rain. I do realize I live in the Northwest, but I am taking it hard this year. I can handle COLD weather, with a bit of sunshine thrown in. When we had all the snow around Christmas this year I was IN love with the light, the sun and the brightness that the snow brought us! I have started the habit of saying thank you to a certain few people and things in my life every night before I go to bed as well as right when I rise to greet the day. On this list is a broad “thank you” to my life in general. It’s to the fact that I have a roof over my head, because of a super, amazing girl(yes, AAA), and the fact that I have a job in theses WEIRD times we are all apart of.I do these things to create a sense of abunDANCE, faith, humanity and gratitude to me as a human Goddess BEing. It truly helps. BUT, saying this outloud as I am writing it too, I can still see the lack of true ambition and inspiration like I had, oh say about a month ago.
Things change and you gotta ride the waves, I know this. I am just waiting for the wave to stop being so massive, and maybe slow down a bit…Let me breathe, let me BE….
I have some great poems coming out of me lately, but they are not my usual Melissa Magic, positive self, that I know, miss and LOVE!! They are coming from a “darker”, deeper place that I obviously need to visit, I guess these are signs and feelings and I should pay closer attention to them and learn from them too.
All of the universe is in some ways “feeling things” lately. Changes that some never saw coming or even can understand now are happening. Everyone that I know is in the middle of good and bad gigantic changes in their daily lives. Money is on everyone’s mind, stability and the “future” are also things I am hearing a lot about lately.
I do think during a full moon things in your conscious mind tend to be more “in front” of you anyway. Things we need to tend to are presented to us quickly and in ways that sometimes make no sense to us at the time. But later, we look back and realize why things happened as they did. I am trying to keep this mind set in place during this mind expanding, soul-stirring time. When will later come though? And will I do the right thing now? I guess trusting in oneself comes at times like this. I trust my gut more and more lately and really glad that I do!
So this evening I have said many, many thank you’s to the Moon. She knows I am here, listening and ready, for what I really don’t know yet…. I think the more we(I) trust in ourselves, and our universe, the more things will happen as they need to. I know this is true, but right now, I guess I need more proof! I can’t expect that though, why am I more special than the next person who needs help and asks the universe for guidance? We are all in this together and knowing that truly makes me realize that everything(in my world and beyond) is going to be ok.
Aloud I am saying “THANK YOU” to the Earth’s amazing energy’s and power’s, I am directing my needs and my prayers to the soul of this Earth. I am also asking for Superior guidance and sincere love to steer me, and for me to guide others along as well. All of us need steering and love, a push here and there, and sometimes LOUD whisper’s in one’s ear to get us moving in the right direction.
Full moon and your amazing energy, please guide me, heal me and allow me to heal others now and always, I am open ,here and able to walk this path. I am ready. I want to BEgin. Again.
Sincere, and generous love to everyone out there in my world or not, on this splendid full energetic March Moon! Happy Spring(almost)….
I felt the inspiratin AFTER I got all the bad JuJu out of me, I love how that works!

Namaste~
Melissa Magic