Feb 24 2009
~ConNEctiONs~
I love making connections!
These past two weeks I have been focusing on making connections and shining my light to all that needs it! And since I decided to open up like this, all sorts of people have looked me up, or called or tried to get in touch! Some for advice, other’s for just a kind word and a hug. They say I am good at “feeling” what they need and I offer it up without force and pressure and with love! I finally accomplished one of the things I set out to do… I am proud of myself and my energy!
I keep feeling the call, I guess it’s great, but I am bit un- nerved.. it’s something I have been trying to get to, now it’s here and well, I am a bit overwhelmed. Why is human nature like this? I have what I want and know I need and I am scared of it?
It will pass, the feelings of being overwhelmed I mean. I know this is why I am here. To make and keep making connections. To re-connect and allow others to connect too!
I want to imagine my world being a magical space where all all my connections are with people that I need and they need me. This is the romantic, amazing, blissful life I want to lead. I deserve this just as much as anyone else. I just need to take time to create it. It seems like my energy is so “big”right now that it is blinding me though. How do I ground myself and my thoughts?
These connections and surprise meeting are what I need and love, but I won’t lie, I am getting tired. I don’t know if I’m quite ready….. I know I WANT to be ready, but is it supposed to be this hard? I guess things are tough for a reason. I need to realize what I am in for, when asking the universe for these types of things.I AM the one that asked for these energetic connections to be made after all. So I need to let it flow, just like I always say.
I will ask again, with a bigger heart, “universe, allow for more connections, only good ones to keep coming my way”. “I want to be the light for others, as well as be the light for myself; I want to be put on the path I know that is ahead of me.”
So I think that was very positive and to the point. I will be ok, now I know it. I feel better already. I guess I just needed uplifted and encouraged. Sometimes reading your own words really helps.
Asking for help from the biggest entity there is, is very powerful stuff, try it, it feels good!
In Spirit ~
Melissa Magic (sometimes more so than others…)
