Magic Bliss

I am realizing today that my awareness of all sorts of things is getting bigger and bigger(and better). I am aware of all my feelings, all the time! I seem to be aware(even more so than normal for me) of others  as well. I can FEEL what someone is going through to the point it hurts, if they are hurting or I am extremely happy if they are truly feeling happiness. This is something I have always done to an extent anyway but lately, wow!

I want to describe my awareness as the size and girth of the Ocean. I have an ocean of awareness going on iside and around me and my soul. I think that I have begun to take a real look around myself and really try to “see” what is going on around me. Ever since I started that I became more open to feelings and energy going on around me.

I am doing some exercises in a book that I will recommend to everyone that wants to get some help on the journey that we are all on. It has opened me up to thinking of myself differently and obviously since that has happened I am more true to me, so I am seeing things more clearly. Read and do the exercises in the “workbook” it’s called “the Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting” Workbook, I received this book a few years back and forgot about it and now I am glad I found it again. It came at the time  that I had a million questions about me, my life, this journey, the path that we, as humans are all on, and how to feel more connected to everything. I am learning a great deal and feel that I  am onto something really big here!

The awareness that I am feeling is due to the part of my brain that I opened  after having it be shut for so long. It’s like when you go outside after being cooped up all winter long with no sunshine and no soft breezes,  you finally get outdoors, your soul is thanking you and feeling so ecstatic! It feels like that, right now!! I feel charged! I feel my POWer!

I have been journaling a lot lately and I truly think this is something that gets overlooked by people. I say do it! Everyday write 1 or 200 sentences about life, you, time,space, our world, your world, wants, needs, desires, etc… It opens up the doors needed for you to be able to say ok, I CAN have these things, I DO create my own reality.  I have a ton of people in my life that truly live this way and having them in my life also helps me progressonto  the path I see for me,it’s a bit too far away…. but I SEE it,I feel it, I heart. and I TASTE it… really! The book I was speaking about has many exercises focusing on these types of things; wants, don’t want’s, and the wants that we attache “buts” to. We all do it, I hear myself and others do it all the time. I know now how unhelathy it is. I want this, ok go for it, then you put the BUT in there and you have just squished that want. I get it now… no more “wants, but”. An example of this would be me saying I want this car..BUT I don’t deserve it/need it because??! well why? If it is an impracticalwant, then yes you can say this, but if not, why? I totally deserved that car, needed it and it was a great thing for me to have. I just felt like I didn’t deserve it, for many, many reasons and it was just the part of me that was wrong and egoic. We all have that nasty little voice in our  heads that say the things that make you think twice, even though, more often than not, your gut say’s yes! Humans have the oppurtunity to think, we have a very powerful mind. we’re lucky but it can be a curse too, look at what it does to half of us, or more than that….  Don’t let your mind take over your gut, your heart, your feelings. You(I) need to learn to take over my mind, let my inner POWer take over and push my ego aside.

It’s an an easy thing to say, but it’s hard due to the fact your mind has been in charge since we(I) can remember…

I know I am capable, especially bow that I have felt this new awareness. I have felt it with not only heart but my soul too. It’s a a wonderful feeling and I don’t want it to go away. That said, I know it wont. I am allowing the true me to take over and lead from my heart and not my mind.

Aaaahhhh… I feel lighter, I feel like I have no worries, no cares, just hopes and dreams that are carrying me to my next destination…

Take it one step at a time.

Be truthful.

Love yourself.

Thank your heart.

Don’t worry about failing.

Never stop dreaming!!!

*~Melissa Magic*~