Magic Bliss

I have to tell myself everyday that even in the most frustrating time in my life I gotta just keep my chin up and my feel firmly planted on the ground. I have to stay focused, stay positive and know that the right job or creative (ad)venture will find me or I will oh so elegantly stumble upon it soon enough!

I am keeping my options open and I am telling the goddesses and gods to alert me when they think I need to look into something deeper. I have a million skills to put forth to any number of things and I just need to find my”spot”…. I want to do so many things! I am taking this time being with out work to write a lot about my adventures I had this past summer. I did some amazing things,saw the best music, danced everyday, and made awesome friends! I want to do it again… maybe, I will! I know there will always be room for me to work for lightupwire.com because I did a stupendous job all summer long! I am so great at helping others organize their whole lives… now about my life….

I understand that this is a bad time of year to be looking for work, Especially here in Oregon, everyone is looking for anything to make money. Unemployment is so very high and it makes me sad to think that their are so many talented,fabulous people out there just trying to get something,anything…. In my perfect world everyone would be doing only what they loved and wanted to be doing all the time. I would blog, write, make art, and dance everyday and teach people to do the same. I know I have talent in so many areas that narrowing it down to 1 thing should by far be the hardest thing in my search. The economy will straighten up, it has to. We will have a new president who is willing to have anew ideas, create new ways of doing things and all with a smile! I have noticed that about the old president vs. Obama, old guy doesn’t smile often and it seems that Obama smiles a lot! that does and will make a difference in our world. If only everyone would smile more often… to strangers, to co-workers, loved ones, to children, the guy at the toll booth, the cashier at your grocery store, all these people need smiles, it’s such a small gesture of human to human good nature. Have you smiled at yourself today? I know I have and do whenever I feel  a funk coming on, I just stop, smile big and let the waves of happiness fall upon me like sunshine! It works and makes you forget about why you were upset in the first place.

I guess all this good-mood, positivity stuff goes hand in hand with trying to work some place that I feel comfortable in and in a place that allows me to have creativity. I don’t want to be a robot, because I am NOT one, no one is! I guess I just want what I deserve, which is much llove, happiness and I even want more money! Having more money would open up the doors that I want open and would allow me to do all the things that I keep nagging myself to do. I am tired of waiting! Universe I am ready! NOW,NOW,NOW!(please…) I am on the brink of something magnificent and can’t wait for it to happen. That is another good way of looking at my situation, I am on a new adventure everyday and not knowing what will happen keeps things quite exciting! I love excitement and I love feeling so adventerous. I truly feel blessed to have the knowledge available to me by the guides and teachers I surround myself with to turn this into a learning experience rather than a full on stressed out mess! Which it could be, and yes it takes over every now and again, but I never let it stay. I acknowlege that it’s there and then I push it out,as far and as fast as I can! I am in charge, not the little ego voice inside that wants to tell me only bad, negative things! I used to let that take over but why do it anymore? I can’t stand it and since I gave in to my heart leading me and not the ‘voice’, all things have changed for the better!

So send me good thoughts, positive vibrations and warm feelings of me recieving a paycheck… I am gunna have it happen soon…. Yay~

love to all,magic to everyone, always~

*Melissa Magic*♥